One day, when I
insisted on knowing whether he
would permit
me to purchase myself, and
what price I must
pay for myself, he turned to
me in a petulant
manner, thrust his hand into
his pocket, drew
forth a bright silver quarter
of a dollar, and proffering
it to me, said :
" Lizzie, I have told you
often not to trouble
me with such a question. If
you really wish to
leave me, take this : it will
pay the passage of
yourself and boy on the
ferry-boat, and when you
are on the other side of the
river you will be
free. It is the cheapest way
that I know of to
accomplish what you desire."
I looked at him in
astonishment, and earnestly
replied : " No, master, I do
not wish to be free
in such a manner. If such had
been my wish, I
should never have troubled you
about obtaining
your consent to my purchasing
myself. I can
cross the river any day, as
you well know, and
have frequently done so, but
will never leave you
in such a manner. By the laws
of the land I am
your slave you are my master,
and I will only
be free by such means *as the
laws of the country
provide." He expected this
answer, and I knew
that he was pleased. Some time
afterwards he
told me that he had
reconsidered the question ;
that I had served his family
faithfully ; that I deserved
my freedom, and that he would take
$1200 for myself and boy.
This was joyful intelligence
for me, and the reflection
of hope gave a silver lining to the dark
cloud of my life faint, it is
true, but still a silver lining.
From: "Thirty Years a Slave and Four Years in the White House"
by Elizabeth Keckley
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